Bethlehem-Trained Pastors Respond


A conversation with Bethlehem Theological Seminary Alumni 

At our most recent Serious Joy Conference, four of our seminary alumni sat down to discuss their education experience and the impact it has had on their pastoral ministry and their lifelong learning. Matthew Ferguson, M.Div. ’18; Stephen Clayton, M.Div. ’24; Alberto Gurrieri, M.Div. ’22; and David Stabley, M.Div. ’22; serve as elders and pastors at churches in and around the Twin Cities.

Why Uproot Your Life for Seminary?

DAVID: So everybody here, some from a little bit further away than others, have decided to come out at some point to Minneapolis to the Twin Cities to be able to study here at Bethlehem. And so why do that? You know, some people moving in, like in our cohort, we had several guys who moved their families with them. Why do that to have this four years of intentional time to study with a group of guys in the class together? 

MATT: I think about my journey. I was born and raised in Florida, and so coming to Minnesota, where it’s a bit chillier than Florida, was something we had to pray about, but you know, it was such a worthy sacrifice, even to spend four years as a full time graduate student, because I knew that I was going to eat that up for four years. And it was a sacrifice. It was hard on my wife. Yet, as we look back, we just think, you know, this is setting us up for twenty, thirty, if the Lord wills, forty years of ministry and it is just such a good sacrifice. And because it’s not only a sacrifice, it’s an investment. It was hard at times, but also joyful. I know my wife can attest how most days I went to class very excited. Like, I don’t think there was almost any day, perhaps unless it was a language test, which is not my skill set, that I didn’t go to class so enthralled to be with my brothers, to learn new things, and to have meaningful discussions. And, yes, the academics were rigorous most of the time, yet it was just such a worthwhile endeavor, knowing that I’m gonna dig that deep well, that I’m gonna be able to pull from for years and hopefully learn those skills to keep digging it even deeper. 

ALBERTO: To me, the question of the sacrifice is not even an important question to me. You come to seminary, and it’s not because you just want to know something. You don’t come just because you want to pursue a career. You consider seminary if God has called you to be a pastor and a preacher. And if God has called you to that holy calling, what better place to go? God wanted me to do it. So you pack up, you leave things, with the help of the Lord, you say, ‘God, provide for everything I need here and there’. And he has promised, whoever leaves mothers, fathers, houses and everything for his name’s sake, and for the gospel, they will receive a hundredfold in this life and eternal life and the life to come. And that’s it. And so you do it, not for yourself, not for your family, not even for the church, you do it for the Lord, to know him, to love him, to pursue him and to explore and wonder at his beauty. 

STEPHEN: I just think about it very practically for a moment. I am very grateful that for their training, doctors have to complete a residency program that they have to study medicine, not only in theory, but they actually have to go apprentice under a doctor in person and get some practice at it before I go to the operation room and put myself under his care. And if that’s how I feel about my physical life and health, brothers, we deal with the everlasting souls of image bearers of God and his beloved sheep. It’s infinitely more important that we take seriously the opportunity that we have, the need, the necessity to prepare well, to care for the hearts of God’s people. Shepherds are spiritual doctors. I know that’s maybe not a totally biblical term, but very practically, if I’m that way about the physical doctors who I go see, how much more would I want a pastor to be well trained, to be well practiced, to be learning from other ‘spiritual’ doctors in person, not just on a fully online format with no connection to their local church. And so I think it’s a really sweet opportunity to get to do that in person with other brothers, in the context of a local church as well. 

DAVID: I have a little different background than others. I didn’t know anything about seminary. I didn’t have other seminaries on my mind. I just knew about Bethlehem, and basically the one thing that I knew was that they took the Bible really seriously. And so I had several life circumstances kind of crumble and free me up to be able to move anywhere. And as I was doing ministry in Michigan, I just kept having this sense, I think this is what God is calling me to have my life be about. I want to be a minister of the Word, I want to preach the Word. And so, it just seemed like a sensible conclusion from that, then, that I need to go and study, I need to go and immerse myself in some kind of preparation to be able to do that. And I applied to Bethlehem and they called me back. The transition to that was just kind of in that mindset of, ‘Lord, I want to know your Word, I want to be able to study it and I want to be able to preach it’. And I’ve had the sense that as I’ve had the opportunity to do that, it’s when I’ve felt like Eric Liddel when he said, “When I run, I feel God’s pleasure”. That was what drew me to seminary. And so it was a privilege then to be able to come.

Rigor at Bethlehem

MATT: Brothers, we’ve all come from different education backgrounds. I know for myself before coming to Bethlehem Seminary, it was very different, when it comes to the rigor and the nature of the education. And I’m curious about you all, how did your education at Bethlehem compare to what you had previously?

STEPHEN: I feel like it’s not a fair comparison in my background just because my undergrad was in music. My studying was sitting in a practice room practicing my instrument. I had to do very little reading or writing to get my undergraduate degree, but I do feel like when I came to Bethlehem it took me a while to learn the skill of reading. Especially as Dr. Piper talks about it as assiduous attentiveness to the text, a detail orientation, a carefulness, and a desire to mine an author’s main point. It genuinely took me a few years to feel like I finally learned to read.

DAVID: I would agree. When I came to seminary, I thought that I knew how to read, and I thought I knew English pretty well, and then started to study Greek and Hebrew languages. I found out that I actually don’t know English very well. I remember one of my professors said, as we came into theology class for the semester, ‘My aim for the first half of the semester is to teach you how to read, and then after that, we’ll get into the text.’ And I thought it was kind of funny at the time, but really, that’s kind of how it panned out.

ALBERTO: I come from a different background. So coming from an Italian background of study, in college, even the way that the study is set up is pretty different. One thing that I found very different was the regular assignments which were week in and week out. Not only that, but at times assignments would also be two times a week. So for instance, I remember trying to memorize Hebrew with David for a class which met two times a week. We were also spending a lot of time together. I remember one time I was in class, and I was downcast because the Hebrew was not sticking. And this doesn’t speak much to the rigor of the education, but to the blessing of it. I remember, I was in class and we were studying just another set of words, things I couldn’t understand. And then Simon, a brother from Taiwan comes in, and he just looks at me and he says, “Alberto, are you okay?” And in the moment, the Lord used that to remind me what privilege I had to be in that class, to study things that I didn’t understand completely, but that it was given in the language that God had used to inspire seventy-five percent of his Word. And so I will say I want to speak even more to the blessing that comes from the rigor and the ability to be able to spend quality time with other brothers studying these kinds of things. 

MATT: That is so great. I did an undergrad in business, and then I did an MBA before coming, and the comparison between the education that we got at Bethlehem and what I did before is just night and day. In that, it was mostly just trying to understand certain facts of the differences between the educations. But as you brothers alluded to, trying to learn how to read well alongside the author’s intent, and then doing that throughout all of Scripture, and doing it with the biblical languages, history, and theology, was very difficult, but also just such a good delight. Learning how to take those thoughts and that understanding, and then learning how to communicate it to others was both a challenge, but also just a huge blessing and reward. It was not just understanding, but the ability to communicate that understanding to other people has just been such a joy.

Learning with Band of Brothers

STEPHEN: I’d love to hear your thoughts on the unique blessing it is, not just to go deep in God’s Word on your own, but as one man among a group of men progressing through the course of study at Bethlehem as part of a cohort, a band of brothers doing it together as you sharpen each other. What was your experience of that? 

ALBERTO: The best learning is done in community. No doubt about that. And the way others shape you and you shape others is invaluable. During seminary David and I were roommates, and I have memories of time that we studied together, that we prayed together, that we cooked together, and we discussed things together. I have memories with Ben, another brother, and I have memories of Simon and as I shared before, Simon was crucial. The Lord used Simon to bring me up and to just wake me up to the fact that God was blessing me through the difficult study of Hebrew. Some of the best things have come out of rubbing shoulders with my brothers, not only in the learning, but what we are after the learning. It’s not just accumulating knowledge, it’s becoming somebody. That’s what we are after. We want to become better than what we are. We want to leave a certain education, a certain school, a certain degree not just with a paper in our hands, not just with more information and a list of books that we have recorded on a spreadsheet of how many pages we read, or an amount of authors that we remember, we want to be different people. And that happens when you pursue this kind of education with this kind of people. 

DAVID: Do you remember the 6:30 a.m. breakfast that we’d have while working through Hebrew flashcards together? That is something that you can’t do online: eight guys coming together, having breakfast and going through dozens of Hebrew flashcards. I think one thing I’d add is that when I came into seminary, to put it just plainly, I thought I was smarter than I am. And one of the ways I found out that I’m not as smart as I am was that I had other guys around me who, when they heard me articulate and talk about things there would be puzzled looks,  questions, or pushback, which was so valuable. It’s not something I came in expecting, but it wouldn’t have happened in the same way if I would have just been in an online chat room with other students. 

MATT: I also benefited from the camaraderie and the love and the friendship, but I want to hone in on the reality of academic rigor with a band of brothers. I think that being in a small cohort of men who love the Lord is so helpful in that you get to sharpen each other, you get to debate each other, and you get to do that in and outside the classroom in a way that you just can’t do it if you’re in a very large class or you’re doing it online. And not only with that, but after that first year or so you know these brothers personally. You understand their theology, their grammar, their Christian tradition, so you are no longer going over the fundamentals in debating these things like you would be if you were in random classes with random people. You can go deeper so much faster because you have a theological and personal understanding of someone. That, for me, was so helpful. I learned so much from my professors, and I probably learned just as much by interacting with brothers who are much smarter and clearer than I am. And that was invaluable. 

STEPHEN: I’ll add another angle on this. Learning in community at Bethlehem is invaluable for how well it prepares us for pastoral ministry on a team of elders. As group of men, all of us are pastors now and I assume we all are on some kind of team with a plurality of elders. I’m just trying to imagine myself, in seminary, preparing for ministry, online or in isolation, in a context that did not allow me to grow to appreciate these other men’s strengths and mine in relation to them. This education has been such a blessing as it has set me up to be on a team of men and to learn to appreciate their strengths. When it comes to shepherding a flock together, there are weaknesses that I bring to the table, and strengths that they bring to make up for those weaknesses that I wouldn’t have known without this education. 

ALBERTO: If I may add one last thing, the words of the Psalmist say how good it is for brothers to dwell in unity. And I think there’s something special about it. It pleases the Lord when some of his sons come together to learn and discuss holy things in unity. It is a pleasing aroma.

DAVID:  It’s like oil on the beard.

ALBERTO: Amen.

How Has Bethlehem Made You a Lifelong Learner?

ALBERTO: So, brothers, we have discussed how we have come to Bethlehem, and what kind of students we were before coming to seminary and how seminary has shaped us to be a certain kind of student. How would you say then that time at Bethlehem has prepared you to become a life long learner and student of the Word of God? 

DAVID: Two things come to mind. These are things that maybe I’m not very conscious of that I’ve been shaped by, but as time goes on, I realize that I do something differently than I used to, or something is sharper than it used to be. One of the things is being on the anvil again and again of having to write papers and articulate things for knowledgeable wise professors who are going to give you feedback. And some of my papers were just full of markings when I got them back. It looks a little bit scary. But that process, again and again of, here’s a question, here’s a prompt, here’s a ten page paper where you have to talk about some massive topic. It causes you to have to articulate that again and again, and it shapes how you think about speaking in a clear way that people can understand. And so that’s one thing that comes to mind. And then another one is the aspect of going to a passage where you’re looking for what the author intended to communicate. It was maybe vaguely on my mind that this was important before coming to seminary, but it was pressed in again and again while I was in seminary. There are a lot of good directions you might go in a sermon. And to sink into that and then draw whatever implications for the church. But that was just a repeated thing that was sounded throughout seminary and I don’t think I realized, you know, how much it was kind of affecting how I read the Bible until probably afterwards. 

STEPHEN: I would say the week in, week out preaching of the Word. I’m the main preaching pastor at our church. So I am in the text every week, and it is so sweet to start out the week in the original languages. We’re preaching through Genesis right now and I am week in and week out reading God’s Word as he gave it and marinating in it, lingering over it, steeping your soul in it as he gave it, in order to do your best to determine why Moses would structure the book the way he does. Why did he include these details here? Why is this portion an inversion of exactly what happened two chapters ago? Reading in English, I’m so prone, whether by pride or whatever it might be, to fly through the passage. I will come to it with the idea that I’ve been on my Bible reading plan for several years now so I’ve read Genesis a few times and I know what this passage is about. But to week in, week out, start your sermon preparation, slowly and joyfully working your way through the passage as God gave it in the Hebrew or in the Greek is just a sweet way to linger over God’s Word, and it just shapes you. It shapes you in a way that is deeper and more profound, than just kind of flying through it over the surface in English, at least for me.

DAVID: It forces you to slow down. 

MATT: What I love is that if there is a topic that I want to dig deeper into, that at Bethlehem, we have acquired some of the skills as well as the resources to find some of the best work on those topics and to be able to mine them here and there, sometimes going over them quickly, sometimes more deeply. And I have found that very helpful, because now I know where to look for good things, and I know what I don’t know, and where I can find that assistance. In preaching, I love that most weeks, I’ve generally learned how to handle most passages very well. Like you were saying Stephen, I start off with prayer, I work through the passage in English, and then work through the biblical language multiple times, using some of the techniques we used. So this could be different types of discourse analysis, with phrasing, or with arcing, to understand the author’s intent or the proposition they’re making. And I find that it’s when I am eighty to ninety percent done that I typically go to the commentaries, which are helpful, and sometimes they help correct me as I’m still learning. But I love that most of the time I’m able to get a really decent grasp of God’s Word and have a heart to want to communicate that to people. I have learned these skills at Bethlehem, as well as the art and the science of communication that has helped me preach so much better. And it’s a lot better than my eisegesis where I’m bringing stuff to the text. Instead I’m really trying to draw out what is actually there, and it’s been such a blessing. 

STEPHEN: What you said at the beginning reminded me of one of our professors that said that the books that he would have us read are like tools. For pastors, books are our tools. And so like any good carpenter or other tradesman, he knows the tools that he needs to use in order to accomplish the work that he’s been given to accomplish. Well, so with us. To spend five hours just dipping yourself into Charnox’s The Existence and Attributes of God and realize that’s a book that I’m going to come back to the rest of my life; to be amazed at who God is and my utter inability to comprehend him, and to help communicate that better to my people. There are just hundreds of books like that, hundreds of tools that our professors exposed us to in order to set us up for a lifetime of pursuing greater knowledge of, enjoyment of, and obedience to God for the sake of His glory in our churches. 

MATT: And so no longer are you using a hammer to try to hammer in a screw. You learned how to use a screwdriver and then an electric screwdriver. But some of these tools, you can use them the wrong way and just have terrible conclusions, which is just not only unfortunate for us, but devastating to the people that we’re trying to help. We know the tools exist, but we’ve never been trained on them. It’s just so helpful and to have that hands on approach. So we’re not merely reading it or learning it, you know, via video, but we’re really getting to be with other brothers, with professors that know these tools in and out, and they can say, like, hey, put your hand here, let me show you how to do it. Don’t cut off your finger. This is how you use it. And we can cut the Word of God straight. 

ALBERTO: I add only two things to that. One is the love of learning. What I came out of Bethlehem was this idea that I wasn’t fully content with what I had gotten. Not because it wasn’t good, but because reality is way bigger than what I could learn and know in four years. And so I want to continue. That’s a great desire in my heart to continue to understand the world that God has made through the Word that he has given. And to pursue both of those in the right order, Word and world. And the second is that I’m not content anymore with English or Italian alone. I opened the Bible and I want to know what he says in the Hebrew, what he says in the Greek, what he says in the Septuagint, what he says in the Latin Vulgate. What is the translation? The history of translation has impacted the way that we understand a word, how to understand the Scripture, the way it was given to the people was given for our benefit and the benefit of our people. So that is two things I would add.

How Has Bethlehem Helped You Teach and Preach?

DAVID: So out of that study, we’ve learned better, I trust, to articulate what we’re reading and what we’re understanding. So, how has it been, since then, after this rigorous reading and study, learning how to be able to teach, preach, express what you’ve read?

STEPHEN: One of our professors, Andy Naselli, talked about that what we were doing in seminary was digging deep wells from which we can draw water from the Word, not only for ourselves and our own souls,  but to water the flock that God has entrusted to us. So the mountainous reading that we did in all of our classes, the precise exegetical skills that we learned in Greek and Hebrew and all the rest serves the end of helping us see and savor more of God in his Word, so that we can help our people do that as well. I especially learned that communication is immensely important, one that I think the Bethlehem professors are so helpful in making clear. They want us to be exact and precise with our words as we communicate what we see in God’s words to others, to our people, for his glory.

MATT: You know, I’ve seen some other friends that came from other seminaries, and they focused a lot on their homiletics, their rhetorical skills, and how to craft that beautiful sermon. And I know that sometimes I felt a little frustrated because I’m not as good at that, but what I love is that we had such a deep dive to the reality of the text, and I love that skill of honing our exegesis, reading well, and understanding what we’ve read, and then being able to exult over that to our people. The pastoral instincts and the rhetoric, that can come over time, but the skill of being able to really see the words, the grammar, the propositions as they penetrate reality, and then communicate that to other people with a seriousness has been invaluable, and I wouldn’t trade that for all the homiletical skills in the world.

DAVID: The languages are a huge part of that. When I came to seminary, I was, for some reason, thinking, languages are just a small part of this, and I thought I’d just kind of skip through it. And I got into Dr. Beckman’s Hebrew class and looked at all of this writing that I thought, there’s no way I’m going to ever understand what any of this means. But after semesters of being in those classes, I started to really cherish the time that we had, and now it’s affected the way that I approached the Bible. In preaching, one of my first steps is to print out a little page of if the passage in the Old Testament Hebrew or New Testament Greek, and it adds a layer of confidence in being able to teach and preach what I’m going to focus on, what I’m going to highlight, what I’m going to emphasize to the people in our church. So certainly changed the way that I go about studying the Scriptures and teaching them. 

ALBERTO: Communication is art and skill, and art and science. There are two aspects of that. And the art is difficult to teach, but the science can be taught. And I think what Bethlehem has helped me to do is to hone down some of the ability to communicate better, and to communicate more clearly. Why? Because words matter, and because words shape. They even shape reality, actually. The way we think about things, what we portray before people, the way we speak about the Lord, the way we speak about the Scripture, the way we speak about life and the way we communicate that, that does not just to come across to the mind, but also to the heart. The Word is a double-edged sword, and it pierces through bone and marrow. And the way it does that is through the means that God has chosen, namely his preachers. And so preachers need to be able to speak and think and write. And Bethlehem has helped me do that.